Nine months has been enough time
– to begin a meaningful relationship with my body. Initially the diagnosis of NPH manifested suffering and despair. Fortunately the power and effect of Love was more potent.
– to discover and stay mindful of psychological patterns. In an interview I heard Anne Lamott say she had agreed not to see what was going on growing up; realizing this is also true for me.
– to read and study memoirs, novels, creativity books, biographies, Buddhist/Christian literature and then initiate an exhilarating search for works referenced by these authors.
– to encounter multiple quotes that nourish me and remind me of my basic goodness. Sometimes it is the tiniest suggestion that makes a difference. I want to share these with you!
– to notice I appreciate colors, textures, shapes and want to create images. My trickster wants you to wonder: “What is that?”
– to note the multiple times my intention was to show appreciation for something I read online but then failed. Don’t be like me.
– to observe the political climate and anguish over the deep divisions between people; remain clear this is not political blog.
If you continue to explore the mystery expect fitness tips, seeing me as I am and inspiring tidbits from the treasure of books I’ve amassed. A common denominator: evolution.
I’d love to know what you have given birth to in the last nine months. What mysteries have you encountered and explored? Email me or use the challenging-to-find comment section so others can see your reaction. We learn from each other.
New photo on blog shows what I do after taking down my shingle. Please check it out by clicking on the underlined link at the bottom of this email or click on Exploring the Mystery .
Thanks for reading.
Nicky Mendenhall
13 comments
I am glad to see your progress. I too continue to welcome aging and have most of this year to taken the time to rest, recover from so many surgeries, and pushing myself gently toward peace with my body. I am still in PT. Also trainer for a variety of topics and did setup a booth at a framers market with my handmade jewelry. I will become a Great-Grandma in December it is a girl. I laugh more and also use quotes to keep me inspired.
So glad to hear from you, Nicky! Just wanted to know I'm reading your blog and wishing you all the best. I'm sure I will find some things to comment on as we go along.
I've been thinking about you…
Connie
Great to have you back, Nicky! I can't wait to be taught any of the things you have learned in the last nine months. I've been working on enjoying each moment and living in the now. It is tough to do. Looking forward to hearing more from you.
Ann
Thank you for writing. I am glad to hear that you are healing. Congratulations for Great Grandmotherhood in December!
Thanks Ann – what a treat to hear from you. Your "working on" list is impressive! You are correct that it is tough to enjoy each moment and to live in the now. Let's help each other!
So glad to hear from you Connie! I look forward to your comments in the future – you always gave me things to think about. Thanks for saying you have been thinking about me. That made me smile. Hope things are going well for you.
What a delightful surprise to see your blog in my mailbox! …. And, what a delight (but not really a surprise) to see your report of the beautiful, courageous journey that you have undertaken. Congratulations to you and love to you as you continue your adventures.
Great to hear from you Ruth. You seem to know the words that help me honor my path. I appreciate your support and look forward to hearing from you!
How are you? Yesterday when I received your email, I was at my daycare. I was so happy to see an email from you. When I got home last night I looked up NPH, needless to say it broke my heart that you have to go through this. Honest to God Nikki ,between you taking down your shingle ,and you having to deal with this, it felt like a death. I literally saw myself in an innertube floating out to sea once the life line was cut. I’m not making this about me, I just want to establish, I don’t even know if that’s right words to tell you the effect it had on me personally. (Hey you no longer can charge me billable hours right? )You know me -I have to put laughter in the things that hurt.I truly wish everything great for you, you have helped me beyond words.
First off, I am so very very happy that we get to blog with you again! Thank you. As far as the last nine months, I have been working on, with a gentle reminder from my family, to use a filter. I must say that is extremely tough, I have a hard time holding back on a comment ,opinion, or advice. For me ,it is especially hard because a certain sister can drive me bonkers, but now I am envisioning every second that I keep my mouth shut, I put a dollar in my mental bank! Sometimes I’m rich sometimes ,I’m bankrupt …
Rebecca – I enjoyed both of your messages. Your ability to use humor is admirable. Thank you for sharing your innermost thoughts. Your idea of a mental bank is brilliant – just so you don't hold in things that need to be said just to make a buck. (my attempt at humor)
Thanks for writing!
So good to see you online again. I’ve been working on mindful living. Concentrating on understanding, acceptance and patience.
Thanks Nolan – I am totally impressed with your definition of mindful living! And even more gobsmacked that you are working on this. I hope you will share some of your experiences as we continue to explore the mystery or the reasons it is so difficult to stay present to these challenges.
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